Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door

Rena; Ho, thankyou! :D:D
Hazel; Hey, I know it's kinda hard to find luh :(
Fang; Haha yesyes!
Shirl; You must! :D
Anon; You can add me in MSN if you feel uncomfortable to reveal your identity here (: It's up to you whether you wanna stay as the way you are now or whatever.
Grace; Grace! :D
Alethia; Thanks dear (:
Caroline; You mean hell lot to you & you definitely know the reason behind this. (: I love you Rol, I don't want you to upset. Life's definitely more than just about the past. I was a little straight-forward in the conversation but my main objective is to get facts into your head. (: Glad that you got what I said yuh? (: I love you!
Anon; Your comment got me laughing. Hero or idol, she's none. She's my friend. (:

Thanks for commenting, loves. (:

I just want your body right next to mine, exchanging body heat on this passenger seat. Y

I'm helping mom with the songs. She's been bothering me for it since Idontknow when & I've been procrasinating since then. Lol, how great. But I've decided that I should do it for her now & I'm doing it. :/ Ugh.

Today's Sciences paper is, the same, screwed up, as usual. Okay seriously I tried making an effort to at least study, make notes, memorise the definitions & remember the parts. I did, I really did. Although that effort isn't enough... :/ Heh. But whatever. It's over so I'll just let it be.

IT'S THE LAST PAPER TMR :D !! Maths paper II & I'm done. I'll be busy with Cousin's wedding dinner's preparation. :D Yay! She's gonna look so gorgeous on that day. The decorations are fuck damn expensive but fucking pretty. & yknow where it's held? Fullerton Hotel. $&%$!@%#&%$%#@%#@^%$# Fuck man!! :/ Ok relax glyn.

I'm done with Qiaos' new skin. Waiting for her approval & I'll do it up in her blog. Helping Jovene now to publish her skin in Blogskins but damn Blogskins isn't nice today. I guess I gotta try again later. I feel like playing with Photoshop now. Asmine's skills are goddamned good & she can tell me mine is better. -.- Bullshit. Hahha. I'm done with mom's music too. Yay now I feel rather accomplished. (: I'll do some maths revision later on.

It kinda hurts to know who came by & I guess clicking on that link got me to a place where I don't wanna be. I felt like crying when I saw their photos together. We used to talk about you, & him, you know? :/ How happy you both were, the same couple rings the four us have with different engravement. How she envied you both whenever she sees the two of you loveydovey @ class. I felt sorry when I know I couldn't be there in the same class with her. I don't know. All these just brings back to who I used to be.

I don't know if I'm still willing to give you my heart, whether I'm prepared for you to break it again. I'm afraid. I haven't been sparing a thought for this fatigued heart that has been tearing & breaking up. I haven't realised how tough this heart has been. Frankly, I don't know what I want. I don't know where am I heading. I don't know what I wanna do now, what's my next time. All I'm doing is just, studying. Just plain studying. I'm trying to find time for my passion & time for my loves. Well, life is short. Whatt if I die tmr? There's so many things I wanna do. I'll regret big time if I die right now. Ugh.

You once said to me, "Tell her how you feel & just it go okay?" Do you remember? Well, I guess you do not. Or rather you don't even want to. :/

"Go study ok. Call me when you're done or something. I'll be studying too, so don't worry k. Love you sexy bastard. <3!"
"Huh but I can't study."
"Ay be good & go study ok?"
"You know why I cannot study not.. I want you to ask why."
"Okay why? 'Cos got food right? 'Cos got games right? Or because FHM magazine is right in front of you!?"
"No, 'cos this girl who's talking to me now is stucked in my head."
"Weiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Stop making me smile to myself. Go study ok. Love chew."
"Like that only ah."
"Shut up & go. If not, I won't answer your call later. -.-"

Baby let's give love a try (:
I love chew.

Ben asked me to go SP with them on Thursday. How? Go or not to go? Ben knows why I don't wanna step into that school again, still ask. -.-



Never say forever 'cos nothing last.
<3.

3:14 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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